apA ade dlm hAti?????

still i can't forget you..
i don't know how many days n how many months have already passed since our separation..
when i think of you,my tears keep flowing..why do i miss you today more than ever???
the sound of rain outside my window shakes my heart..
i shouldn't have loved,i shouldn't have given my heart..
i shouldn't have retained you,,why am i aching alone like this??
i always tried to be your only rose,do you know my heart??
it's now broken and i've become the end of love..
now what do i do??i can't forget you..

because of you,i cried a lot,,because of you i also laugh a lot,,because of you i believe in love,,because of you i lost it all...
it's really opressive,suffocating and asfixiating..
it chewed out my heart..it crushed my pride..it ripped my heart apart..i can't help but to cry in silence..

(((mybe nii ayat yang selalu ade dlm hati kita bila rasa terlalu kecewa...kita berhak luahkan segala nya tp kita perlu ingat,,ayat-ayat nii xkan bawa faedah....lebih baik kita berdoa untuk tenangkan jiwa dan permudahkan kita untuk hilangkan perasaan sakit hati yang kita rasa..itu lebih baik...xsalah sebenar nya guna ayat-ayat di atas,,itu boleh menunjukkan yang kita sangat2 kecewa..klu ayat-ayat tu boleh mengurangkan beban dlm hati,,satu perkara kita boleh buat..tulis ayat-ayat tu atau ape2 jer yang ada dlm hati kita atas sehelai kertas dan bakar..itu ibarat kita dh lupakan segala-gala nya....dengan tu,,cuba lah melupakan benda yang xpatut kita ingat..jadikan sebagai pengajaran...ade yang lebih baek dr sebelum nya...)))

p/s:dan sy xkn pnh
ungkapkan kata2 tu..
sbb sy xmenyesal..